Punished

Yesterday I got severely punished for letting my Master down. I had told him that i would make myself available to him and i went off and did my own thing. I deeply regret letting my Master down. I was at Master Steve's house for the night. Steve spanked me 200 times with a studded paddle, while my Master watched on camera. When it was over my bum was bruised and hurting. during the punishment, I was in awe at the intensity of pain i was experiencing. I have never felt such agony. I didnt think i could endure it but i was given zero choice. I felt utterly helpless. There was no escape! I was completely overwhelmed by the pain. I couldn't even move when it was over. I was experiencing a mix of shock and deep subspace. I will never again make this mistake.